Thursday, December 18, 2014

Dream a Little Dream

Another drinking dream last night.  Basically the dream was about me waking up after a night of drinking and realization of what I'd done.  It was a very vivid dream, the emotions were so real.  

In the dream, I was lying in bed after waking up and after a brief moment the realization hit me that I had gotten very drunk the night before.  I could not believe it.  Everything that I'd worked so hard for was down the drain.  I was crying hysterically.  Wanting so badly for it to not be true.  Not wanting to start counting days from DAY 1 again.  

Thank goodness it was only a dream!

5 comments:

  1. Wow!
    Was your subconscious speaking to you?
    I don't want to start over either!
    SO, here's to being sober awake!

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    1. Subconscious for sure. I want to be sober when I'm awake and in my dreams too!

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  2. wow. we rock!
    hugs from nz
    Lisa
    www.thecword-compassion.com

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  3. It would be an absolute nightmare for me. I would hate myself even in the dream. In fact I am afraid that I will have a dream like yours. Not now... but maybe in a month of so when I will really, really miss booze. In my dream only!

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    1. Yes it was a nightmare. And I did hate myself in the dream. The emotions were so real. It was just like it use to be when I'd wake up from a night of drinking with regret but so much more since I was doing so good with sobriety. Thanks for your comment and I'm wishing you sweet (sober) dreams!

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