Well I have over 400 page views! It is such a strange feeling to know that people are reading this. Even from other countries, that is very cool to me. Still not very many comments though...so if you are reading this feel free to leave a comment!
All weekend I have had this recurring thought that sometimes I just plain "suck at life". Small things overwhelm me and I am a complete control freak. I am sure I am very hard to live with. Wine was sure good for dulling the negative thoughts that run through my brain. After a couple of glasses, nothing seemed overwhelming and I could care less about controlling everything. I suppose I need to learn better ways to deal with life in general.