In the dream, I was lying in bed after waking up and after a brief moment the realization hit me that I had gotten very drunk the night before. I could not believe it. Everything that I'd worked so hard for was down the drain. I was crying hysterically. Wanting so badly for it to not be true. Not wanting to start counting days from DAY 1 again.
Thank goodness it was only a dream!
Wow!
ReplyDeleteWas your subconscious speaking to you?
I don't want to start over either!
SO, here's to being sober awake!
Subconscious for sure. I want to be sober when I'm awake and in my dreams too!
Deletewow. we rock!
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Lisa
www.thecword-compassion.com
It would be an absolute nightmare for me. I would hate myself even in the dream. In fact I am afraid that I will have a dream like yours. Not now... but maybe in a month of so when I will really, really miss booze. In my dream only!
ReplyDeleteYes it was a nightmare. And I did hate myself in the dream. The emotions were so real. It was just like it use to be when I'd wake up from a night of drinking with regret but so much more since I was doing so good with sobriety. Thanks for your comment and I'm wishing you sweet (sober) dreams!
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